I am so utterly afraid of the past repeating itself that I let my anxieties drive me to ridiculous situations. I can’t let every little fight with my love end with me having a mental breakdown with my insecurities and worries dictating every stupid action. This anxiety overload causes me to push the one person I love more than anything in the world, so far away. It’s as if my mind thinks I don’t deserve something this special, so I subconsciously sabotage things.
It’s as if my mind knows that I don’t deserve something this special.
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